Voices on the streets sound like screaming.
Cars driving by like a thunder. Everything is so dark and cold, only stone
everywhere. I need silence, only the whispers of the wind in trees. The smell
of earth after rain. The energy flowing from the ground through my skin. The
connection. Truly feeling like being emerged and part of this amazing huge
living thing build up from all of us. The animals, trees, rivers, we’re all
like the cells in the body of nature. So small we can not be seen with the
naked eye, but each one of us having a big purpose. Like every living thing on
earth we are part of the lungs of the nature, part of the muscles, part of
every organ. But we lock ourselves up inside the stone walls, disconnect ourselves
from the hearth. Each time a cell is separated from the body it dies. And even
if we would still be alive, something inside of us dies. We feel empty, lost,
far from home.
If I stop and listen, I can hear the beating
heart. Feel it pumping the energy through me. Connect again. Let everything
around me disappear. Let my mind to bring me back home. To the nature where I
can feel the earth sharing its strength under my bare feet, the leaves of
threes caressing me as I walk by, the sun warming and lighting up every corner
of me. I am strong, I am fearless, I shine peacefulness and kindness. Happiness
and gratefulness are flowing out of me like rivers. But only as long as I stay
connected. The minute I lose the connection, I lose myself. I don’t know who I
am or where I’m going. They say we can only be happy and in balance when we are
fulfilling our own unique purpose. I don’t know if there are people who can do
that disconnected. But I know for sure that I am not one of them. So I create
silence where there is noise, calmness where there is chaos, life where there
is death, connection where it’s lost.
