Sunday 14.1.2018

Voices on the streets sound like screaming. Cars driving by like a thunder. Everything is so dark and cold, only stone everywhere. I need silence, only the whispers of the wind in trees. The smell of earth after rain. The energy flowing from the ground through my skin. The connection. Truly feeling like being emerged and part of this amazing huge living thing build up from all of us. The animals, trees, rivers, we’re all like the cells in the body of nature. So small we can not be seen with the naked eye, but each one of us having a big purpose. Like every living thing on earth we are part of the lungs of the nature, part of the muscles, part of every organ. But we lock ourselves up inside the stone walls, disconnect ourselves from the hearth. Each time a cell is separated from the body it dies. And even if we would still be alive, something inside of us dies. We feel empty, lost, far from home.

If I stop and listen, I can hear the beating heart. Feel it pumping the energy through me. Connect again. Let everything around me disappear. Let my mind to bring me back home. To the nature where I can feel the earth sharing its strength under my bare feet, the leaves of threes caressing me as I walk by, the sun warming and lighting up every corner of me. I am strong, I am fearless, I shine peacefulness and kindness. Happiness and gratefulness are flowing out of me like rivers. But only as long as I stay connected. The minute I lose the connection, I lose myself. I don’t know who I am or where I’m going. They say we can only be happy and in balance when we are fulfilling our own unique purpose. I don’t know if there are people who can do that disconnected. But I know for sure that I am not one of them. So I create silence where there is noise, calmness where there is chaos, life where there is death, connection where it’s lost.